You might get to go there as a bvacation/b, but sooner or later everybody gets the good fortune of plowing headlong right through everything they thought was true and literally watching it as it's summarily torn off of you, b....../b For those of you leaving the FOF now the books that were most helpful to me were Talking with Angels, (a Holocaust diary from Gitta bMallasz/b), The Road Less Travelled, The Power of Silence by Castenades and Jean Shinoda Bolen's The Tao of Psychology ...